In the western world of infinite possibility, anything is possible. At what point did you start blaming others, the government, the bureaucracy, your boss etc. for your life not being how you want it.
Because that’s not the point where you saw the truth, it’s the point when you gave up.
The spark used to be there.
It can be again, when you stop making up stories for why things are the way they are.
Almost everyone I know who has achieved greatness in something, be that business, sports, the arts, they all began their journey to escape something.
When we want something, we are taught to visualise that thing, to focus on that image, until we have it.
Have you ever moved into a new house and seen something that needed fixing and thought “I’ll get on to that soon”?
As humans we have an insatiable desire to explain untoward events so we can get on with solutions.